March 2022
25 × 35 cm
Oil
Wood
landscape
impressionic
A demanding day of struggle - not every day is a success :)
I didn't feel like I was in the right place at the right time. The exhaustion from weariness of not being able to hold the brush in the air was driving me to despair.
I couldn't concentrate, and I could see the colors gradually only momochrome. I put too much on myself that day, but that, paradoxically, motivated me to move on to another day ready to remove my sudden block by beating another wooden panel.
In the end, it became perhaps the most successful weekend (of three paintings) I've ever spend with painting. I'm grateful I didn't give up and finished my fight.